how is it that, i'm never REALLY happy
no matter how good things are
how is it that, all my strengths
really seem to work as weakness
how is it that, i am two sides of the spectrum depending
laid back most of the time, but passionate about the important things
how is it that, the important things to me
have to be those that can let me down so easily
like people
how is it that, i can recognize all of this
introspection
but not figure out a single damn way to change