the edge of the universe is a razorblade

uncomfortable in every way

can’t stand still

don’t feel right moving

any motion accompanied by shaking

you can’t understand how off i feel

i can’t understand how unbalanced i feel

nothing feels right

can’t look people in the eye

can’t look at anything

i’m on the edge

on the brink

ready to break

ready to implode

can’t even describe it

mentally

physically

emotionally

barely keeping it in control

barely keeping my balance

it’s all about to crack

i don’t know what losing my mind would be like

but i feel like it’s close

and i’m scared

i’m losing it…

“Balanced barefoot on a needle, heaven’s just a jump away”