what happened this past year? that put me hear

in this spot where, i don’t know how to even care

for some reason i can’t choose, but i got nothin left to lose

gotta make up my mind, find something to find

to make this change, make my head rearrange

what am i doing??

with my future.. with my life

i can’t even muster up any worry

how did i lose every shred of urgency i may have once had

like, MAYBE i took being laid back to too much of an extreme

MAYBE by just letting you be you

i had to suppress myself too much

i wanted to be ok with everything

wanted to be that guy that was completely understanding

so MAYBE i let things go that i shouldn’t

MAYBE to do that i had to turn myself into this

uncaring, unmotivated guy

just doing whatever you wanted

but now.. it’s just me

and i don’t know what i want..

i don’t really care..

maybe