enough

enough unfairness

enough of your happiness being all that matters

how many times have i just shrugged it off

when your happiness means i just have to deal

sometimes your words make my inner demons rise up with such strength

and yet i’ve grown adept at staying quiet

waging this inner war with almost no outward manifestations

they’re not necessarily big things

but they bring this rush of depression

that matters

but i don’t put that one you

every little thing that i do

even if it the same type of thing you’ve done to me

is a big deal

if it bothers you

upsets you

it’s gotta be taken care of

i don’t have the will to argue with you

you’re stubborn

you’ll always win these fights

but i’m getting less able to deal

i feel like in most relationships there’s give and take

but i’ve done more than my share

and i hope so bad that you haven’t ruined my patients

for when i meet new people