faith

at my job we sell a piece of wall decor on which there reads this inscription:

“faith rocks!”

f*** that.

faith doesn’t rock

faith is a necessity

my faith has come and gone and it’s the worst roller coaster ever

the reason of life hangs in the balance

your purpose or lack thereof all hinges on faith

i’m trying to keep my faith up but it’s hard sometimes

and to see this sign boasting how awesome faith is

doesn’t feel right

to turn faith into this object that can be acquired in a one-time endeavor

and then to boast about like ‘hey, look what i got, this is faith, it rocks’

that’s just not how it works

faith is a struggle

i’m fighting everyday to decide what i believe in

there has to be truth

somewhere

something to have real faith in

i’m sick of my wavering faith

it sucks