insomniac math

never is it harder to fall asleep
then the times you know you have to get up for something
i mean, it's hard to fall asleep all the time
but in particular
on these nights

these nights are the nights you
tell yourself alright i'm going to sleep
no music
no distractions
just darkness
but how do you shut of your mind?
for some reason it's always going
these are the nights i'm like
ok this is a pretty comfy spot
i will not move until i wake up in the morning
but i just end up sitting there with my eyes closed
but sleep won't come

i first go to bed, 11
maybe 12
and think to myself
ok if i have to be up at 7
that's a good night's sleep
but as i move from position to position
i break my rule
open my eyes
and see the clock says 1
oh no
but still 6-7 hours is good
another peak it's 2
5 hours will have to do
2:30 then 3
omg! well 4 hours is still probly longer than a nap
so it'll be better than nothing
finally 4 rolls around
and i'm just like well a nap is better than no sleep
but finally
just before the sun is ready to start it's trek across the sky
i guess i doze off
but waking up from a 2-3 hour night
is SO HARD
i hate it