wind

you are the wind
the wind beneath my wings
the wind in my sails
i reside inside a windmill and you are the energy of my existence
you are the cool breeze calming me on the scorching summer days of my aggression
you are the warm breeze bringing gladness to my heart on cold dark nights of depression
you are the hurricane force winds that destroy my insides
you are the tornado that picks me up and just spins me into utter confusion
but only because i choose to let you
you are the storms i chase for exhilaration's sake
you are everywhere to me just like the air
sometimes invisible, but i can always feel you there
i long for nothing more than to be fallen leaf
taken wherever the wind carries it
i want to go everywhere with you

future flash flooder
i feel like the dark arizona clouds outside my window
so full of this feeling
wanting so bad to let it all out
rain this emotion down on you
but instead holding it in
the ground here can't handle this much rain
it's too hard, unable to let this moisture in
floods occur
destruction
rain is a good thing
but i know letting it all out will be bad
how much longer can i stop the rain