note to self 2

alright
you're getting better
today
you recognized that you almost set yourself up to fall again
you see
every time she shows you a little bit more love
the normal amount you deserve
you're not used to it
so you take it for more than it's worth
and you fall so hard for her all over again
but it's not really falling
not yet
you get yourself hung up
hung up high
hanging on her every word
every look, every smile
and when this brief state ends
the rope is cut and you fall
FALL
but trevor,
you see it coming this time
keep your cool
don't let it happen again
you can do this