please

this is another 'she is' type note, so if you are reading this then it applies to you.. yes YOU! i can promise most of you crossed my mind while i thought about this and wrote it out
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please
see me for who i am
know that there i times i say things that i absolutely do NOT mean
i am not someone who should be taken seriously very often
but there are also times
when i fall silent
if you notice this please realize
i'm probably thinking of the right words
if what ends up coming out as just a common compliment
of your clothes or hairstyle
please
know that i am NOT just another stereotypical guy
who is just trying to make you like him
or just trying to get into your pants
those guys DISGUST me
please know that although it comes out less than eloquent
i mean what i say from the bottom of my heart
chances are
i just chickened out and complimented something material
when what i really wanna say is
you're beautiful or,
i care about you SO much
i am just a coward who can't bring himself to tell you these things in person
so he goes home and writes it down instead
please
know how much i appreciate you
you have such an amazing heart
i will NEVER forget you