"Sometimes I think this cycle never ends We slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again"

i'm over the cycle
i'm done waiting
you broke up with me remember
i know, i know
it wasn't cuz you WANTED to
it's cuz you thought you had to
it was hard for me
really hard
but i started getting over it
you seemed over it right away
but as soon as i started getting over it
you apparently went backwards
not over it
so when your invitation came again
i was skeptical to say the least
but i fell for you again
right back where i started
every day you were there for me
but i was trying to stay cautious
you noticed saying, why don't YOU ever text me?
i didn't answer
except maybe an apology
i'm always saying sorry to you
so, i started trying to hang out
suddenly, you got 'busy' again
now, i'm not sure
it's POSSIBLE that we've just had incredibly unlucky timing
but even if that's the case
i'm running out of time
and patience
if this cycle continues,
even if it's not your fault
i am done
for real this time,
i don't want to go around again
this cycle
one way or another
needs to come to an end.