oh, how great the idea of amnesia sounds right now
i'd welcome it
to just have some peace of mind
there is just too much going on right now
i can't make a clear, intelligent conclusion of anything
when i try and talk about things, it turns out baddd
cuz i'm almost sorting it out as i say it and so it comes out random and ridiculous
writing is much better
talking is too hard
thinking is too hard
sometimes the worst company i can think of is that of my own head
i hate being alone with my thoughts
i try and just go with the flow
but i can't pretend nothing matters
EVERYTHING matters
aoiefalskd naefn