brutally beautiful

if i were an artist
if i could draw or paint down on paper
exactly what i see
or the ideas in my head
i'd make masterpiece
brutally beautiful

the backround
would be the color of the cloudless sky
endless blue
have you ever been rocked back by the beauty of sky?
it's so much more than just a color
blue, when something is painted or colored
it just sits there, it's not the same
when you look up at a cloudless sky
it almost hurts your eyes
the blue, just goes on forever
endless
that's the backround for my masterpiece

next, the beautiful cliche's
because no matter how many waterfalls, mountains, and oceans i see in art
every time it is just as beautiful

then the harder stuff
but not physical
if i could i'd paint a baby's laughter
a toddlers first steps
cuz that
is beautiful

i'd paint the feeling of free fall you can only get on roller coasters
or right before you feel an immense amount of pain
the canvas would somehow reveal the feeling of your first kiss
the love shared there
though young and innocent
love
the love of a newly wed couple
stronger
yet still young and scared
love
of an elderly couple
been together so long
the love must be strong
beautiful

finally
i'd somehow incorperate the beauty of healing
scars
though they tell of a time of hurt
show that you've healed
hopefully grown from it
the sadness of saying good bye
but at the same time knowing it's not forever
the rainbow after the hurricane
beautiful

there is so much out the to appreciate and recognize for it's awesomeness
that this painting of mine would have to be on a canvas so big it'd cover the whole earth
stretch past the moon while also encompassing it's beauty
and painted with more colors than exists
if a picture's worth a thousands words i'd paint til i ran out of letters