emo coaster

down


up
down

downnn

up

down

i can't DO this much longer
i don't want to ride this emotional roller coaster anymore
obviously at first i was down
DOWNNN
but that can only be expected
progression
i started climbing again
i was getting over this
then i saw you again
down
but not as far this time
again it got better
UP
enough that i could smile the next time i saw you
but the words 'i miss you' passed through those lips
and you sent me down
DOWN
such a steep drop this time
i let myself believe i wouldn't have to miss you
i could skip the pain
we can just be friends
you said no
but, we tried anyway
momentarily back up again
but we both know we're holding back
every time we say good night
there's that awkward second where a kiss should fill the silence
but it doesn't
and that hurrrts
that's the down part
it's gotten to where it's just
up
down
up down up down
updownupdownupdown
THAT
is the definition of emotional rollercoaster.